Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
LIKE WE USED TO
I DECIDED TO MAKE SOME LISTS. ALL OF THINGS TO DO. THINGS I NEED TO DO NOW, BEFORE I FINISH SCHOOL, AND ONE BEFORE I DIE.
THINGS I SHOULD DO NOW:
-READ CHAPTER OVER RENASANCE FOR HISTORY
-CLEAN MY ROOM AND DO LAUNDRY
-RUN LIKE 5 MILES
-GET SOME SLEEP.
THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I GRADUATE:
-GO ON A ROAD TRIP WITH MY BESTFRIENDS.
-KEEP A 4.0 THROUGHOUT HIGHSCHOOL
-LEARN SPANISH, AND FRENCH
-GET MY LICENCE(however.its.spelled), AND BE A GOOD DRIVER,
-MEET CHRISTOFER DREW AND MELISSA MARIE
-LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR
-START EATING HEALTHIER
-GET A JOB
-LEARN HOW TO PLAY CHESS
THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
-GO TO LONDON
-GO TO JAPAN
-GO TO AUSTRALIA
-GO TO AFRICA
-GO TO ITALY
-GO TO NEW YORK
-GO TO RUSSIA
-GO TO FRANCE
-GO TO SPAIN
-GO TO VENICE
-BASICALLY, TRAVEL, A LOT!
-RIDE IN A HOT AIR BALLOON
-READ TOP 100 BEST NOVELS
-LEARN HOW TO USE A POGO STICK
-LAY ON THE GRASS AND COUNT THE STARS WITH SOMEONE
-LEAD OTHERS TO CHRIST
-OVERCOME MY FEAR OF THE DARK.... D:
-TRY NOT TO CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS AS MUCH
-WRITE AN ARTICLE FOR THE NEWSPAPER?
-MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN AT LEAST ONE PERSONS LIFE
-GO GREEN
-LEARN TO BE LESS MATERIALISTIC
-MUSH WITH SLED DOGS
-TELL MY PARENTS HOW MUCH THEY REALLY MEAN TO ME,
-STAY AT THE SPACE HOTEL
-NOT CHEAT AT MARCO POLO
-STOP MAKING EXCUSES
-BELIEVE IN LOVE
-FIND INNER PEACE
-DO YOGA OR PILATES
-LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE
-GO ON A TRAIN
-LEARN TO FORGIVE, AND ACTUALLY FORGET
-GO TO SPAIN AND PARTICIPATE IN LA TOMATINA
-BE CONTENT WITH BEING ALONE
-LEARN A NEW WORD EVERYDAY!
-ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM EVERYONE IVE WRONGED.
-ADOPT AN ASIAN BABY (maybe)
-WRITE A BOOK, MAYBE EVEN GET IT PUBLISHED
-STOP WORRYING ABOUT THINGS I CANT HELP OR CHANGE
-SEND IN A POSTSECRET OF MY OWN
-HITCH HIKE
-LIVE WITHOUT MY PHONE FOR A WEEK
THINGS I SHOULD DO NOW:
-READ CHAPTER OVER RENASANCE FOR HISTORY
-CLEAN MY ROOM AND DO LAUNDRY
-RUN LIKE 5 MILES
-GET SOME SLEEP.
THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I GRADUATE:
-GO ON A ROAD TRIP WITH MY BESTFRIENDS.
-KEEP A 4.0 THROUGHOUT HIGHSCHOOL
-LEARN SPANISH, AND FRENCH
-GET MY LICENCE(however.its.spelled), AND BE A GOOD DRIVER,
-MEET CHRISTOFER DREW AND MELISSA MARIE
-LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR
-START EATING HEALTHIER
-GET A JOB
-LEARN HOW TO PLAY CHESS
THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
-GO TO LONDON
-GO TO JAPAN
-GO TO AUSTRALIA
-GO TO AFRICA
-GO TO ITALY
-GO TO NEW YORK
-GO TO RUSSIA
-GO TO FRANCE
-GO TO SPAIN
-GO TO VENICE
-BASICALLY, TRAVEL, A LOT!
-RIDE IN A HOT AIR BALLOON
-READ TOP 100 BEST NOVELS
-LEARN HOW TO USE A POGO STICK
-LAY ON THE GRASS AND COUNT THE STARS WITH SOMEONE
-LEAD OTHERS TO CHRIST
-OVERCOME MY FEAR OF THE DARK.... D:
-TRY NOT TO CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS AS MUCH
-WRITE AN ARTICLE FOR THE NEWSPAPER?
-MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN AT LEAST ONE PERSONS LIFE
-GO GREEN
-LEARN TO BE LESS MATERIALISTIC
-MUSH WITH SLED DOGS
-TELL MY PARENTS HOW MUCH THEY REALLY MEAN TO ME,
-STAY AT THE SPACE HOTEL
-NOT CHEAT AT MARCO POLO
-STOP MAKING EXCUSES
-BELIEVE IN LOVE
-FIND INNER PEACE
-DO YOGA OR PILATES
-LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE
-GO ON A TRAIN
-LEARN TO FORGIVE, AND ACTUALLY FORGET
-GO TO SPAIN AND PARTICIPATE IN LA TOMATINA
-BE CONTENT WITH BEING ALONE
-LEARN A NEW WORD EVERYDAY!
-ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM EVERYONE IVE WRONGED.
-ADOPT AN ASIAN BABY (maybe)
-WRITE A BOOK, MAYBE EVEN GET IT PUBLISHED
-STOP WORRYING ABOUT THINGS I CANT HELP OR CHANGE
-SEND IN A POSTSECRET OF MY OWN
-HITCH HIKE
-LIVE WITHOUT MY PHONE FOR A WEEK
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
IM SO SORRY.
I DONT THINK THIS ENTRY WILL INTEREST OR MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE EXCEPT HER, SORRY.
I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL.
"BE NICE, CALL, SMILE, GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM, BE A GOOD KID"
I DO ALL OF THESE THINGS. ME AND HIM FINALLY HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP, JUNIOR HIGH AND FRESHMAN YEAR WERE AWFUL
BUT YOU HAVE CHANGED.
YOU USED TO BE MY BESTFRIEND. I USED TO COME HOME FROM SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND SIT ON YOUR BED AND WE WOULD TALK. I USED TO LOVE SPENDING WEEKENDS DOING NOTHING BUT RUN ERRANDS WITH YOU, BUT YOUR SO DIFFERENT NOW.
YOU SAID, WORD FOR WORD. "I WONT CALL YOU ANYMORE. IM SICK TO DEATH OF YOU ALWAYS WORRYING IF YOU UPSET EVERYONE BUT NOT GIVING A CRAP ABOUT MY FEELINGS. YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL."
IM SORRY I HURT YOUR FEELING.
I DONT KNOW WHY YOUR SO ANGRY WITH ME; BECAUSE MY SCHOOL GAVE US FRIDAY AND MONDAY OFF AND THE COURT SAID THOSE DAYS BELONG TO MY DAD?
BECAUSE YOUR AT WORK ALL DAY ON THOSE DAYS ANYWAY?
BECAUSE I CAN MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS?
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM BUT YOU REALLY NEED TO STOP, IM GLAD YOUR PARENTS STAYED TOGETHER, YOUR DAD WAS YOUR BESTFRIEND AND YOUR MOM WAS YOUR HERO. BUT I REALLY DO WISH YOU COULD KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE HAVING TO GO BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THEM LIKE I HAVE TO.
YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE, SO DONT EVEN TRY TO SAY YOU UNDERSTAND.
YOU WANT ONE THING, THEY WANT ANOTHER. EITHER WAY IM THE BAD GUY.
IM SORRY FOR UPSETTING YOU. IM SORRY IM A BAD DAUGHTER AND DONT SPEND ENOUGH TIME WITH YOU. IM SORRY IM ALWAYS OUT WITH MY FRIENDS OR WHEN IM HOME ITS NOT CONVENIENT.
I AM SORRY.
IM GOING TO TRY MORE, TO BE HOME MORE,
TO PLEASE EVERYONE AGAIN. EVEN THOUGH I DO,
IM SORRY, IM SORRY.
I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING..
"EVEN THOUGH THE WORLD SHE LOVES
IT WILL NEVER BE THE WAY IT WAS
AND HER HEART IS WEAK,
HER HANDS ARE SHAKING"
I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL.
"BE NICE, CALL, SMILE, GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM, BE A GOOD KID"
I DO ALL OF THESE THINGS. ME AND HIM FINALLY HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP, JUNIOR HIGH AND FRESHMAN YEAR WERE AWFUL
BUT YOU HAVE CHANGED.
YOU USED TO BE MY BESTFRIEND. I USED TO COME HOME FROM SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND SIT ON YOUR BED AND WE WOULD TALK. I USED TO LOVE SPENDING WEEKENDS DOING NOTHING BUT RUN ERRANDS WITH YOU, BUT YOUR SO DIFFERENT NOW.
YOU SAID, WORD FOR WORD. "I WONT CALL YOU ANYMORE. IM SICK TO DEATH OF YOU ALWAYS WORRYING IF YOU UPSET EVERYONE BUT NOT GIVING A CRAP ABOUT MY FEELINGS. YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL."
IM SORRY I HURT YOUR FEELING.
I DONT KNOW WHY YOUR SO ANGRY WITH ME; BECAUSE MY SCHOOL GAVE US FRIDAY AND MONDAY OFF AND THE COURT SAID THOSE DAYS BELONG TO MY DAD?
BECAUSE YOUR AT WORK ALL DAY ON THOSE DAYS ANYWAY?
BECAUSE I CAN MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS?
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM BUT YOU REALLY NEED TO STOP, IM GLAD YOUR PARENTS STAYED TOGETHER, YOUR DAD WAS YOUR BESTFRIEND AND YOUR MOM WAS YOUR HERO. BUT I REALLY DO WISH YOU COULD KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE HAVING TO GO BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THEM LIKE I HAVE TO.
YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE, SO DONT EVEN TRY TO SAY YOU UNDERSTAND.
YOU WANT ONE THING, THEY WANT ANOTHER. EITHER WAY IM THE BAD GUY.
IM SORRY FOR UPSETTING YOU. IM SORRY IM A BAD DAUGHTER AND DONT SPEND ENOUGH TIME WITH YOU. IM SORRY IM ALWAYS OUT WITH MY FRIENDS OR WHEN IM HOME ITS NOT CONVENIENT.
I AM SORRY.
IM GOING TO TRY MORE, TO BE HOME MORE,
TO PLEASE EVERYONE AGAIN. EVEN THOUGH I DO,
IM SORRY, IM SORRY.
I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING..
"EVEN THOUGH THE WORLD SHE LOVES
IT WILL NEVER BE THE WAY IT WAS
AND HER HEART IS WEAK,
HER HANDS ARE SHAKING"
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
KEEP MY SECRETS
PEOPLE NEED TO STOP BEING SUCH SELLOUTS.
JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE HURT OR ANGRY THEY DECIDE TO SHARE EVEYONES SERETS.
YOURE RUINING YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH HER, STOP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH
YOU TELL HER YOU CARE ABOUT HER AND THEN YOU RUN TO ME SPILLLING OVER WITH SECRET THOUGHTS. JUST STOP. EITHER YOU CARE AND YOU STAY QUIET, OR YOU DONT AND YOURE AN OPEN BOOK. ...
WHAT IF GOD WAS LIKE THAT?
WHAT IF HE ONLY WANTED A FEW OF US? BECAUSE THE REST WERE TOO FAR GONE OR HE DIDNT CARE? WHAT IF HE REVEALED OUR BIGGEST SINS AND SERETS TO THE WORLD, AND WAS ASHAMED OF US? BUT THATS NOT HOW HE IS. HE LOVES US.
"The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from"
JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE HURT OR ANGRY THEY DECIDE TO SHARE EVEYONES SERETS.
YOURE RUINING YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH HER, STOP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH
YOU TELL HER YOU CARE ABOUT HER AND THEN YOU RUN TO ME SPILLLING OVER WITH SECRET THOUGHTS. JUST STOP. EITHER YOU CARE AND YOU STAY QUIET, OR YOU DONT AND YOURE AN OPEN BOOK. ...
WHAT IF GOD WAS LIKE THAT?
WHAT IF HE ONLY WANTED A FEW OF US? BECAUSE THE REST WERE TOO FAR GONE OR HE DIDNT CARE? WHAT IF HE REVEALED OUR BIGGEST SINS AND SERETS TO THE WORLD, AND WAS ASHAMED OF US? BUT THATS NOT HOW HE IS. HE LOVES US.
"The summer was full of mistakes
We wouldn't learn from"
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I GOT MY HEART TIED IN A KNOT AND MY STOMACH IN A WHIRL
I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO SPEND FOREVER UNPACKING. I GOT BACK FROM RETREAT, AND UNPACKED FOR ALMOST AN HOUR. FRIDAY I HAD ORE TO UNPACK, SATURDAY I SPENT AT A FRIENDS SO THIS MORNING I UNPACKED FROM THAT, AND THE I JUST FINISHED UNPACKING MY THINGS I FINALLY GOT BACK... I DIDNT KNOW I HAD LEFT BEHIND SO MUCH.
RETREAT WAS AMAZING. THE WORD AMAZING IS OVER USED, BUT I WAS ACTUALLY AMAZED. PASTOR DREW, YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE.
THREE DAYS IN THE MOUNTAINS HEALED MY RELATIONSHIP IN CHRIST. I WASNT QUITE SURE ABOUT IT GOING UP, BUT COMING DOWN THE MOUNTAIN, I CAN PROUDLY AND HAPPILY SAY I AM A CHRISTIAN.
"YOURE ONLY AS TALL AS
YOUR HEART WILL LET YOU BE,
AND YOURE ONLY AS SMALL AS
THE WORLD WILL MAKE YOU SEEM"
RETREAT WAS AMAZING. THE WORD AMAZING IS OVER USED, BUT I WAS ACTUALLY AMAZED. PASTOR DREW, YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE.
THREE DAYS IN THE MOUNTAINS HEALED MY RELATIONSHIP IN CHRIST. I WASNT QUITE SURE ABOUT IT GOING UP, BUT COMING DOWN THE MOUNTAIN, I CAN PROUDLY AND HAPPILY SAY I AM A CHRISTIAN.
"YOURE ONLY AS TALL AS
YOUR HEART WILL LET YOU BE,
AND YOURE ONLY AS SMALL AS
THE WORLD WILL MAKE YOU SEEM"
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